stumblingtoholiness

My domain name was set to expire in 2 days.  I have been getting the email notices for over a month now.  I delayed renewal because…

Because.

…it wasn’t convenient.  The computer has been fairly inaccessible recently and my connection to the internet has been via phone.  Better than nothing but less than ideal for some tasks.

Because…

…should I really renew?  Who cares what I have to say anyway?  Some people who read my blog even KNOW me in real life and will probably be judging me.

Because…

…well, maybe the only people who read it know me in real life.  Is that any better?

Because…

…the past year has been quite possibly one of the most difficult of my life…physically, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, I have been tasked as never before.  And I find myself wanting.  I have also found grace in abundance.  Like a stubborn child who wanted “the blue cup” instead of the yellow one, it hasn’t been the way I wanted it and I have fought it.  How do you put all that in a blog when missing a day turns into a week and a month and whole seasons?

Right now, the answer is, I can’t possibly.  I can’t go back and relive, redo, replay, rewrite what has gone by.

But I can renew.

The computer is on the table.  My domain has been renewed.  I’m jumping back in.  It may be in fits and starts, but here’s hoping I bounce.

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